.... Who I've been friends with forever. She was one of the first ones I told about me being kind-of bi and also one of the first girls I ever kissed, and I really fancy her. The problem is, even though she says she's straight (over and over), she also says she "doesn't mind kissing girls" and she does stuff like walking with her arm around my ( Read more... )

I am so gay. I wear guyliner and carry a manbag and wear girl-jeans. The only problem is, I'm a girl....

     Because I am an idiot who has no money-management skills whatsoever I have managed to spend almost all of my 87euro stipend in a bit more than a week. All I have left is 15euros to last me the rest of the month, which isn't even enough to pay for all the buses I have to catch to get to school, and my parents are refusing to lend me any money, ( Read more... )

    I'm at this point where stuff feels really surreal and the stupidest things make me cry. I spent ages curled up in bed yesterday, crying and shaking for no reason except I felt like I needed something and couldn't tell what. This morning I almost started crying again looking at the sky, cause I was up early enough to watch the sunrise. I feel ( Read more... )